All changes, even the most longed for, have their melancholy; for what we leave behind us is a part of ourselves; we must die to one life before we can enter another. ~Anatole France- The ceiling height of our front foyer.
- The confirmed fear of heights as it relates to the ceiling height of the front foyer.
- That this project may only look manageable, but in four days, I will have a moment where I consider just living with a half painted wall. I will have a pretty convincing conversation with myself about how it would show individuality.
- That I actually am not sure about this new color. Perhaps I should have just left well enough alone.
- And finally, I did not consider that this project would confront me with the ugly truth about my housekeeping talents and serve as confirmation that I have not properly cleaned the baseboards since some time in 2007.
I’m telling you, this project was like a month of therapy. With each stroke of the brush, I examined each and every corner of my life. I thought a lot about what sort of mental space I was in the last time I painted these walls, and did wonder if I painted while blindfolded and drinking wine.
I thought a lot about change in life. And how we resist it or long for it, think about it and plan for it, run away from it or towards it.
Sometimes change in life comes in the form of a slap “right up the side of your head.” It comes as a wallop, knocking you right on your ass.
Others, it is a gradual awakening to a new reality. It is left up to you to push the change forward.
Sometimes, you long for it. Sometimes, you don’t.
But regardless of the origin, change comes. Change comes for everyone and everything. It is the nature of life.
So, I see life as a painting project. I picked my new color, jumped in, and realized I had no idea what I was doing. But, knowing that I had a half-painted wall that could not be undone, I decided to simply keep painting.
So, when life changes, whether by choice or design, just keep painting, one stroke at a time. If you do keep going, slow and steady, you may see that this fresh coat of paint on your life looks a little cleaner than the last one. You see that you are a better painter, having learned from your past mistakes and successes. You see the value of your hard work. Maybe you will learn to appreciate the new colors in your life, having a better understanding of how they got there.
The biggest thing to learn? That Life is like a painting project. Sometimes it has to get really messy before it reveals its beauty. Share on X
Today, I ask you to keep painting. It may not be beautiful yet, but it will be. It will be someday, because of your perseverance.
A Fresh coat of paint.
Grab your brushes,
Kelly
